I have had some health issues that have really slowed me down this summer to the point of not getting alot done. Because of that I figured that trying to kill myself by overdoing was not how I needed to recoop. I have so much outside work to do but my energy level is almost gone so instead of trying to do more than I can right now I have been laying low. Sometimes it just has to be. I will be turning 60 soon & with the health problems I need a break.
Yesterday I spent the morning catching up on laundry & watching Steve McQueen in "The Great Escape." I've been in love with him since I was a child. This afternoon I watched a movie about Duane Allman & ABB. Hulu & Netflix might be my new friends.
I have tried to fight the fatigue that I have had but just have had to give in to it & try to do what I can when I can. Getting older really does suck. My Grandmother always said that I worked harder than any Man she'd ever seen, but those days are long gone & it's hard to deal with that.
Being Mom to a 6 yr old while being so tired is very hard. Her schedule is busy & I don't always feel like trying to keep up but I do it for her. She deserves it. Life is slowing down. I miss being 35...